Delayed By COVID

Well this post was gonna happen way back on 4/20 but things went a little too deep into the abyss of chaos. We got the Covid. This was my first round and I was well prepared mentally; physically not so much but I’m good. Woke up the first morning of it with a very crispy grip on reality. Quite literally felt as though 80% of what I am was missing. It was a crazy two days of fever and confusion but I managed to start a song and restarted the Cousins Bellic Odyssey that is GTA 4. Mmmm… nostalgia. Hey - I might post some goofy GTA videos here. Keep your eyes peeled or don’t.

Anyways, on to the deposited post, post haste.

When it comes to making money, I’ve tried some ways. Many different ones but far from all of ‘em. Usually I burn out in a part time position, get bored as all hell with monotony in whatever form, or have unreasonable grievances against the authority of the establishment I “work for”. As I write this, I’m reminded of how childish I’ve reacted in the past. That being stated, I feel that there is much positive content to be learned from in these moments of anti-work rebellion.

I have to earn money to live. America has done a superfluous work of monetizing money while instigation an arbitrary rate of decreased value. Incredible. Also: thanks a lot to the previous generations for making mistakes. No really, thank you. These mistakes are teaching the next generations what not to do… so go ahead and confess your whatevers because we’re listening.

Personally, I seek a method of establishing financial stability in this crazy world. I seek it mostly for my own personal structured peace (quiet home for example) but, should enough slices of pie come my way, I would seek out methods of establishing personalized peace like mine for others. Everyone can benefit from peace even if it is momentary. The longer the moments of peace, the greater its potential to perforate primal hatred and baseless anger. Some stuff the whole world could use.

My wife and I are deeply interested in smooth operations for all home life and, as such, we seek structured peace through financial stability. No one likes to fight about money, right? I’ve had a rotten time working out my personal hangups with working wage labor jobs and have not put myself through school yet. I’m left with some interesting options at my age, one of which is developing an online business. Well… here we are.

Kinda rambled in this one. Kinda care, kinda don’t. I have Covid while I write this. Catch y’all later.

-MN